As a brief warning, I'm pretty much doing this for a lack of having done one in forever, and because I feel as an art community, showing some genuine emotion can be met with a healthy level of maturity.
But right now, I hunger. Not for food, for, well for lack of a better word I guess, love? Even just cuddling really, would be enough; so I guess as a baseline, I hunger for basic human affection.
Pain, is something I don't mind. It happens, it sucks, you get over it; it passes in time, and can make you stronger. But hunger is far worse, as the passage of time only serves to worsen it. It's a horrid little cycle, too; you get used to it, just long enough for it to hit like a hammer when it gets even worse. I'm dealing with it pretty well, I think, but it's still fairly annoying.

Again, keep in mind, out of all the emo and sog, I'm actually really excited right now; but I blame AIM for that. Damn Maryland, being not here... Damn other things, being lame. Damn women, being, will, either far too skanky, or too adorable for me. Damn fucking Dickstorm. And yet I can't help but smile my ass off, for I am a dreamer... DAMN! xD


As far as the art department goes, I've been far beyond unproductive. Another reason I need a woman... A muse to inspire, some nag to motivate... But I'm trying. I really wanna chill with some more artistic people, to see if I can at least get the ball rolling. Bleh. I'm retaded =]